14/10
Happy Valentine's Day. 葡萄酒情人节快乐. 转眼间, 就过了一年了, 一年前的今天, 我和他正式在一起了. 好像从来都没在这儿写过关于他吧?还记得, 当时在一起的时候, 他很羞涩, 也很可爱. 两粒浅浅的酒窝常常若隐若现的,
还记得, 当时最喜欢就是他笑的时候了, 很灿烂, 很阳光, 整齐的牙齿让人常常看到他笑后也跟着笑.
还记得, 他读书没有很好, 却很上进, 比我还勤劳. 以前在图书馆常常望着他认真的侧脸, 就自己陶醉了.
还记得, 我做工的第一天, 他就带着他的家人来探望我, 他妈妈好严厉, 看了我都怕怕.
还记得, 我们说好, 要一起庆祝每个月的情人节, 因为它也是我们的monthsary.
还记得, 我和他约好一起来大学的, 我们约好要有好多好多的明天, 可是这一切都变的灰飞烟灭.
如果我们还在一起的话, 今天就是一周年了... 可惜啊, 我们没有携手到这一天.
刚刚, 打给David了. 没有为什么, 没有跟他提起关于我的过去, 也没有跟他说声情人节快乐. 好像好久都没有好好的跟他聊聊, 他好忙, 所以我不打扰. 我知道, 他常说我幼稚, 试问那个女生在自己喜欢的男生面前都不幼稚的? 有谁不希望自己的男朋友对待自己像公主那样的? 我知道, 我不应该那么幼稚对吧? 可是亲爱的, 如果有一天, 我再也不拉着你的手往前跑, 我再也不在你面前撒娇, 我再也不一直“宝贝”前“宝贝”后的那样叫你时, 那时就是我要放弃的时候了.
亲爱的, 对不起, 在这里突然提起我的前任. 如果我能够只字不提, 那不是我没心没肺, 就是我在说大话了. 我还有感情, 我还有记忆, 但是我的心, 对你一心一意.
10/10
Oh, so few weeks had passed after my last post. He's having his semester break now meanwhile I'm suffering in Kampar with my new semester. And so, my 18th birthday had passed. I saw many people had their 18th birthdays happily and memorably, but mine is just horrible and terrible. No, I'm not gonna rant it here, I've told myself to update my blog with happy stuffs, I must do so :DI would say that his mom is really cute. He told me that his mom asked him why didn't I go back to Klang with him. Haha! So, should I go to Klang next week? But what if my mom suddenly decided to pay me a visit? I'm definitely having a dilemma now.
My bro gave me a call yesterday night. I told him about my doubt for my future, and he said, "if you were a guy, I would have scolded you already. Once you chose what you wanted, fight for it." Besides that, he also told me that, he actually didn't want me to get into a relationship, but he hopes that I would know how to restrict myself. Because he wants me to pay full concentration in my studies. But I didn't tell my boy about this. I'm worried that he might blame himself again for making me not getting 4.0. It's actually nobody's fault, except mine. I really have to admit that. But it's already fixed, and I couldn't do anything about that. What I can only do is strive even harder in the following semester.
Dear, I will fight hard for my studies. I hope that you would do the same too. I want one day when I bring you home, my family would be happy to meet you. I want to be proud of you. Dear, I love you. That's why I want you to study hard. I want to have a bright future WITH you.
Loves.
Name: Stephie / Stephanie
I don't remember when I created this blog,what I know it's been a long time ago. If I'm not mistaken, it's 2009 right? But this blog has been accompanied me whenever I'm SAD HAPPY LONELY FRUSTRATED
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