Be yourself, not someone else.

the ENGINEER ;)

So it's been one week since he left. I've missed him, more than everyone does. Mum told me that he got dehydrated, and my heart is aching. Dear bro, can't you just take good care of yourself?

One week ago, I'm so stressed as I was having my exam as well as I had to handle the depression that he's leaving us, leaving the lovely home. well, I can't count how much I've missed him as it's none cause it's uncountable. what I need to do is count down the day he's gonna back to Ipoh and of course, study hard (QUITE AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK LOL :D)

I look retarded LOL. he's so cute and funny :$

The "family photo" without my eldest and second bro :x

My mother looked at this photo and asked: "Since when your bro so tall?" LMAO!

I'm always the photographer :(

One week just passed ONLY. It's only one week. How am I gonna suffer for the following months?:(

❤ "the ENGINEER ;)" was Posted On: Wednesday, November 6 @8:36 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

the babes

Okay, since the previous post is about how awesome my guy friends are, so this post I'm gonna talk about my girl friends are ;)

CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG CHIANGGG!:D

the first person I want to introduce of course is my love one, my HUBBY :$
Yes we do argue, we do cold-war sometimes, but we also laughed, smiled, cried and pass every moment together. Time passed so fast, we married already 4 years. It isn't a short time, right? ;)

So she's always emo. But she's a mature girl, bring people warmness and happiness.

Alright alright. So let's move to the second person, JIAMUN. The dancer, the Leo baby, the funny one, the one who will threaten me to tell out my secret, the one who will share her happiness with me and so on. YES we may fight, but at last we'll okay back one :)

She's pretty, but she always deny it. Hmmm, what's your opinion?

JUST ADMIT IT PLEASE!:D

Then the third one, the December baby, the THREE EIGHT one, the tiny one, the funny one, the pervert one, the one who gave me advice when I'm confused, the one who cheered me up when I'm moody, the one who helped me when I'm in trouble.

This photo was taken during last year farewell.

I don't know why I like this picture so much :$

And the fourth one, is my beloved babe from KL.The one whom I've known since standard 1 *loves* The Cancer baby. I've missed her so much, and we shared problems with each other. And no matter how long we never talked to each other, once we talk, we both will talk like best friends. I've missed her so much :$

SHE'S SO DAMN THIN AND HELL YEAH, FAIR LIKE HELL. :P

this picture was taken during... (Okay I forgot when LOL) XD

the LAST BABEEE, PSY is her name. The one who lives in New Zealand, the Virgo baby. the one who I knew since primary school, the one who will help me to share my problems, the one who's pretty like hell, I JEALOUS SO MUCH. Stay pretty darling! Hope to see you soon, because IMISSYOU :D

the reason I posted two pictures of her because I seriously can't choose which one is nicer,

BOTH ALSO SIBEH NICE T.T

babe, please come back faster, I miss your hug. :(

Oh yeah, today is my another baby, JIAQIAN's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D maybe you'll think that I lansuk, but she's a pretty girl who worth to be loved by everyone. She's childish sometimes, but she can be so mature as well. She's a Scorpio who needs to be loved, to be protected. Lastly, may all your wishes come true and have a blast! (I still remember you hugged me last year during farewell :P)

Don't count the number of friends you have,
but the number of friends you can count on. :)

❤ "the babes" was Posted On: Tuesday, November 5 @8:05 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

4.11.2013

So today I went to gym at UTC. Hell yeah, my dad is so damn annoying. Asked him to drop me down at McD he keep on nagged me about the hot weather and BLA BLA BLA. Damn, just let me down at the freaking mcD cannot?!:O

Kayh Fine. so I went to UTC and I some more need to help my mum to settle the PERKESO thingyy -.- LOL. and our dear Fardi keep texting me to be faster. Aduii ahh, let me slow motion can or not?:P

So I went there for sports. I used the running machine, and the cycling thingy and also the machines which I didn't know the name. LMAO. Oh and yeah, Jiamun, Fardi and I did gym eh. Not long after Jordan joined us too. He ran so fast LOL. And we're using the machines that train our muscles, he keep on said " Very light only la ". ADUI. LANSI PULAKK!:O

And at four in the afternoon, the VD2D members having their dance practice. POOR ME. Since I've nothing to do, I went to use the computer there. And I realised that how much I've missed Facebook and how much I've missed him. Haih. Maybe he really doesn't deserve me? But what? Life still goes on. HAHA. :')

And yeah, Jiamun asked me to go into the dance room after she knew I'm alone outside. DUHHH! ILOVEYOU :* After I went in, I sat at one corner, jiamun, Fardi, Chiau wen (ps: I only know her name LOL)and Ezra practicing dancing for the competition, and yeah so I were practically alone again. Then Jordan sat down and we chitchat-ed and played. THIS JIAMUN JAU MISUNDERSTAND THAT JORDAN AND ME, BOTH OF US ARE COUPLE! jiamun ahh. we both no sweet sweet la .__________________________.

Chatting with them really can made me laughed, they're just SO DAMN FUNNY:D

I found this on google. well, isn't this place sweet? But no one will go with me HAHA :)

Smile always, because you must shine no matter where you are.

❤ "4.11.2013" was Posted On: Monday, November 4 @9:10 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

him?

So I was supposed to post a post about my girl-friends but I wrote till half way then I'm too lazy to continue. SORRY, I'M JUST LAZIER THAN A PIG DOES. :x

But now I feel like blogging because I really don't know who can I tell this problem to. People might know your problem, people will understand your pain, but doesn't mean they'll feel exactly how you felt and know how deep the wound is.

YES I deactivated facebook. Because I decided to leave him, to get away from him, to be back the original me. I know it sounded so weird, he doesn't even care about me, what be back the original me? I'm just expecting too much. NO, supposed to be said that, I thought I meant so much to him.

The memories between us just suddenly popped out in my mind.
The moment that I know you,
the moment that we became friends,
the moment how you teased me,
the moment when I purposely stayed back to accompany you to study,
the moment when we shared one Starbucks,
the moment when we both got misunderstood by the others as couple,
the moment when you're angry,
the moment when you're moody,
the moment when you're sad,
the moment when you're trolled,
the moment when I took away your IC and ran around Starbucks......

ALL THE MOMENT JUST FLASHBACK IN MY MIND.

Give me some time,

just some time,

I will forget what had happened.

I will not get to remember,

I will not feel the pain,

and I'll be happy back.

CHIN KAR YIP,

one day,

you'll become the memory,

only.

I CAN DO IT :)

❤ "him?" was Posted On: Sunday, November 3 @9:32 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

All the random stuffs.

So I'm here going to post what had happened to me recently. Hmmmm, let me think back please. If things like this, the topic sure involves EXAM. Eventually I screwed my exam, badly. Not to talk about Add Maths, even my three sciences died. And not to forget about my moral as well as ACCOUNTS! I felt so ashamed for myself. How can I forgot the format when I was taking the exam. SIGHHH. Oh yeah, can you even believe that I've screwed my music exam. Oh come on, it's MUSIC! :O

So I blame the technology, the social websites - Facebook for being so attractive ;D Okay okay, I knew that it's actually my fault, I shouldn't blame the others. *sobs
Kayh well, shouldn't keep talking about stuffs that would make me sad HAHAHA.

and so. My bro left. The one who's the most protective, the one who will keep on stalking me when I on facebook just to see which guy I'm talking to. haha. All the memories between us flashback...

Of course, me and my hubby okay back already ;) I'm the who talked to her first. HAIHH. Cannot stand the life without her :$

Yesterday physics tuition, Brian made me ROFL with the four gay guys' topic HAHA. we keep pointing the two guys in front and help them design conversation. He kept telling me to listen to "The Story of My Life-One Direction" and thank you, I fell in love with that song :O
And Brian, that guy who can cheer me up when I'm sad, share my joy with me when I'm happy, let me tell out my problem when I'm moody.
He's my besties,
my gorgor,
my food delivery man,
my postman,
my dustbin,
my kitchen cloth,
and of course, my spy ;)

Yesterday after exam, I've online for so LONGGGG. whee. and I talked with the few guys which can lighten up my mood easily. They're just so funny. HAHA. Firstly, got two person said that I'm funny. OKAYYYY.

Jordan and I talk about his photo, the one which is so damn cute, when he was 6 years old. So CUTE right?! I can't stop laughing HAHAHA.

THIS IS ABOUT JORDAN'S CONVERSATION:

SEE! said me gao xiu. Am I that funny?:3

I really think that I need to show the "people-owe-me-one-hundred-thousand face" next time :P

I just don't understand why people like to make me angry? I'm too good to bully? HAHAHA!

But seriously, he's cute. His smiles like a sun! (Y)

He's the one who said my eye bag super big that day, then now denied pulakk :O

And there's a guy call CHAN TING TAO a.k.a. Kimbieeee, requested me to make him a video as his birthday present. But I'm so ugly, I scare later his computer also can't display it :(
So here's the conversation:

This fella said wanna belanja me indulgence, aduiii. RICH BASTARD.

And yeah, he's the first guy who said that I'm funny and the second guy is Jordan :x

CONDOM as birthday present, wow. so special right? ;D

And of course, I've chatted with my crush, the one who's so mean, always LANSI me and don't let me lansi backkk :( He's so evil!

The conversation:

SEE! black belt some more said "ONLY"

and KEEP don't let me to lansi him back. EVIL!:(

bully me always, yet I feel sweet :$

If your crush likes your stuffs, how will you feel? I feel loved :$ I miss him. But I'm gonna leave, soon. Take care Kar Yip, hope one day you'll fall for me like how I do today. :)

Not forget about her, wynnona. The one who chill me, who calm me. Tell me that whenever I need a listener, can always go find her. How sweet is she! She's a good friend, seriously :))

So this post is quite long hmmmmm, sorry, I'm just too boring :$

People might think that I'm flirty as I chat with so many guys,
but I rather mix with guys because they're not as dramatic as girls,
and they forgive people easily.
Got it bitch?

❤ "All the random stuffs." was Posted On: Friday, November 1 @4:18 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿

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